A Convert’s Call for Repentance and True Conversion

The video is a personal, intense, and emotional address from a self-identified convert Catholic named Laura, directed at “Pope Leo XIV.” The core message is a passionate plea for the Pope, as the leader of the Church, to prioritize holiness and spiritual conversion above all else, especially over political or worldly concerns.

The Foundation: Personal Conversion

The speaker begins by sharing her own journey of conversion as the basis for her authority to speak.

  • From Despair to Christ: She converted to the Catholic Church in 2018 after growing up practicing Buddhism and living a life defined by severe depression, suicidal thoughts, and hopelessness [00:22]. She asserts that she “found our Lord Jesus Christ” in the “depths of my despair” [00:39].
  • The Necessity of a Second Conversion: She admits that even after joining the Church, she was initially “very lukewarm” and confused by the world, telling Jesus, “I’ll come back later” [01:02]. Her ultimate return was due to God’s immense patience and mercy, which she equates to the sentiment of St. Augustine’s quote: “Late have I loved you” [01:43]. This personal experience underscores her belief that conversion is a continuous process of turning back to God.
  • Learning Through Failure: She shares a prayer for continuous personal conversion, asking God to “shine a light on the places that I am not aware of,” retain what is true, and forget what is false [05:39]. She argues that it is through failure that people learn and have the opportunity to become holier [06:04].

The Call to Institutional Conversion

Framing the Pope as the “Vicor of Christ” who “steers us onto the right path” and “helps souls go to heaven” [03:08], the speaker warns that the Pope must constantly discern the will of God, especially since he is in a position where the devil “loves to be around” [04:14].

Her message directly links the Pope’s actions to the salvation or ruin of souls (conversion or anti-conversion):

  • Repentance Over False Compassion: Her most direct plea is for the Pope to use his authority to enforce moral conversion, stating, “You must tell everyone to sin no more to repent” [14:44]. She criticizes the Pope for being “confusing” and “abstract,” and for promoting what she calls “false compassion,” which she believes appeases sin instead of challenging it [20:41].
  • Against Watering Down the Faith: The speaker insists that diluting Church teaching is an obstacle to conversion. She explicitly tells the Holy Father: “Do not dumb down our faith for people who have no interest in it. This will not bring them closer to Christ” [23:49].
  • Weeding Out Obstacles to Conversion: She expresses alarm over the appointment of clergy and officials who advocate for positions contrary to Church law (e.g., ordaining women, same-sex relationships, abortion), calling them “false shepherds” who lead “souls to hell” [08:04]. She urges the Pope to “Weed out those who are trying to take these souls with them to hell” [21:44].

The speaker concludes by pleading with the Pope to realize the gift he has been given to be like Jesus and to “set the world on fire with love with God’s love” [27:49], which she defines as doing “holy things in the name of God: Holiness before peace” [26:58].